Baba Spiritual Awakening

Greetings,


I just signed up for the Sacred Awakening Series - 40 days of calls with 40 spiritual teachers from every major tradition sharing their secrets to living a sacred life!

http://www.sacredawakeningseries.com

It's totally free and has great teachers such as Marianne Williamson, Robert Thurman, and Sadhguru. Calls are taped so you can catch up with ones you miss.


Should be fantastic, so I hope you can join in!


contessa

Poem Sweet Lover

My sweet, sweet lover.

I awake knowing the pleasures of you.

Your love is my greatest fulfillment of wishes.

I am drawn into non exsistance.

A distant memory of your presence.

My well being is belonging to you for all eternity.

Knowing ou love me from a far away land, is my perfect.

Envisioning making love.

Takes me to the depths of my soul.

You bathed my feet,

We kissed,

We caressed,

We made love,

I adore you from afar.

C.by Contessa

Happy V

Personally I wanted to wish all a very Happy Valentines Day.
Fill your heart with love and you will be graced with many blessings.
Every moment we are given the chance to live on this earth, be grateful.


Be Loving
Be Grateful
Always smile


Hugs
Kisses
XOXOXO

Poem Moment Raw

MY DYING DAYS I AM AROUSED,

ONLY TO AWAKEN IN A NEW SOUL.

 WHY DO I FEEL NOTHING ,

WHY DO I SEE NOTHING,

WHERE DO I TRAVEL.

SPIRITS OF THE DEVINE,

 WILL YOU TAKE ME,TAKE ME.

GIVE ME A NEW LIFE. 

SET ME FREE FOREVER.

Poetic Words Theo

Poem Fading Heart

My Forever Love

Passes Over Me

My Emotion’s Contaminate My Soul

Internal Contradictions, Shall I Die

With Fading Heart

Persistence Within Me, I Surmount

The Passage Of  

My Contentedness, I Am Reluctant To Accept

All is Forgiven My Love

 Disregard Me

Kiss My Lips

And, Bless Me Passing Time

C.by Contessa

Poem In A Million Pieces

My world is severed in a million pieces.

I give life  essential to my being.

I will follow dispersing a new life and new gifts.

I pray so you can be set free.

A heart can be broken and still beat.

The damaged heart will stop beating.

Self inflicted disconnected relationship

 will be your final good bye.

You can subsist oneself,

  your tattered self. 

By believing in a loving attachment.

Life has no meaning without purity and purification.

 Accept your birthright , naked as you were 

and will be in death.

Be mindful of acts of aggression,antagonism

and malicious behavior.

extemporaneous speech can damage me. 

C.by Contessa

Poem January

Dearest

You are a vessel of Love and Life.

Beating heart,

Strong mind,

Soft touch, all that is wonderful.

Wake up and breathe.

 Find Joy and Happiness with each passing day.

Smile.

Opportunity awaits you.

Like the little pebble on our walk.

I have chosen you to Embrace and Cherish.

You are always Loved.

C.by Contessa

Poem Intoxicated by Him

My heart is burdened by the truth in my soul.

I love you so deeply I tremble.

Failing to find the way to speak to you.

I hesitate, then pause.

Can I let him go ?

Does he hold back his feelings ?

Was I only fascinated  by his touch ?

Is it me yearning like a teen ?

Am I wrong in believing in bliss with my darling.

I pause again, and my blood races through me.

Who is this man that makes me falter  to the ground.

I feel so young and alive with him.

Are we older and fail to let our ego and fear go?

I do not answer for my dear, I only say, I do.

With each passing breath in time my dreams fade into a burdened heart.

My life, his life is to be joyful, I want to share it with him.

I will await his decision, wishing my creator guides me.

Rambling and listless, foreign words pour from my lips.

My emotions will never fade for my darling.

I am drugged by his presence.

I am of a wish I want to manifest, restricted only by my thoughts and fears.

Anxious vision and a dreams of purity and love.

My existence is incomplete having a remembrance of his essence of being.

Provide me with your reality my adoring man.

Our kisses are like eternal bursts of jouis `sence.

Gentle man you are paramount to me like my thoughts.

Without you I am merely a shadow of myself, lifeless on this earth.

C.by Contessa

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Poem of My Rythm

To my friend,

Sometimes I fall asleep so deeply I wake gasping for air incoherent to what's happening.

It seems forever till I can come to my senses, but I always do.

I used to worry and question the deep sleeping episodes. Today I can recall the time and space after with fervor.

My actions to follow are profound and usually make no sense as to what I find to enlighten a passion and driving force in me.

Today I gratefully accept my source energy leading me to Love and Passion. I am simply reminded of my greater role in the world.

I believe in synergy and desires. To my friend: we, You and I have been divinely compensated.

Perfectly coming together with 'Passion of Heart'

Earlier conversation you told me you speak of me, and people ask What have I done ? Who am I ? Standing firm to your belief in me.

Maybe one should doubt... but no one that questions my ability could have walked my rythmic life. I believe...

Yesterdays conversation with you gave rise to that passion in my heart, when you said im going to teach you. 

I do believe many would be angered or ego driven by the comment, but you know.... You know, I have to have more.

I love that about you.

We have never wavered our belief, I find interesting. So enough of my words.

During my incoherence I went to Ted; ask for Love in the search and that is what I found. 

Not exactly love but about 'Passion of Love'

Isabel Allende  Novelist Isabel, writes stories of passion and love.

My final note to my friend was, 'Funny'  We have enough energy to birth some new stars, MMMmmm... 

Yes my friend, lets birth some new stars to light our path.

Heart Love Hugs and Kisses of gratitude and always Smiles.... C

Poem Friend

Your distant soul will survive.

       Rustled leaves will fall.

        The strong wind will whisk away your damaged heart.

  As my wonderful tree lay to the earth,with white glistening snow.

Winter birds will sound to a glorious morn.

     The sun shines, melting the white snow.

  My lovely trees blow away the sorrow in his beating chest.

Spring is soon to follow awakening a new breath

                      Yes, Darling Blossom a Fresh New Feeling

         Alive Again,never skipping a Beat

                                     you are so wonderful

                         when you are me and I am you.

                               C.by Contessa

Poem Children at the Beach

Hello sweet children of the beach 

Stars in your eyes

Wonderment in your hearts

Be still 

Listen to the waves

Little toes with sand in them

tickle tickle tickle

Pretty little princess castle reaching to the sky

Sparkles in the sand

Return my tiny hearts three in all

Return your imagination in the ocean so deep blue

Swim with tiny baby fishes

Rainbow colors aglow

Beautiful dolphin pick them up to a loving joy

Little hands be three

Sweet melodies we sing

As three gaze at the sunset

Sleepy young girls go to sleep

and dream of tomorrows adventures

Goodnight my sweet ones three

C.by Contessa

Poem Exciting Glance

into the night my dreams released

the rushing sound outside my window

your eyes sparkle like stars

my heart races

touching my face with your gentle hand

run your fingers through my hair

our hearts quiver 

the desire is strong

I, adoring your kisses

beautiful man we part 

fly away

I sleep with a smile

Delighted to share a gaze in your eyes.

C.by Contessa

Poem Love Man

A peal of thunder

Bare is my essence

my heart thumps in fear

shrill of noise though the night air

the clapper resounds

I am reduced to silence

For this moment

Lamenting my sorrow

Where is my love 

Far away

My life of heartache

Taciturn I am

C.by Contessa

Poem Beach

As I walk this lonely beach

my mind wonders to another time

have I been the same person as before

as the planes fly over my head I stop to listen to thunderous sounds

the distant roar of the serf now resides in  my mind

I love the sea rushing in my soul 

Tell me my great ocean blue why do i feel so alive inside you

no longer my heart racing and pounding in a desperate state of shock

my feeling of demise awaits in a distant thunder,

like the planes and the ocean wave

listen to me my children

never stop listening to the sounds

distant thunder awakens in your soul

restless you may feel at times, give reverence to who you are

unhappy children may cry 

happy children may smile and laugh

find the joy again, life here and now

give up your silence start anew

hear the roar of the ocean blue

never ending  noisy children never stop their persistence to annoy you

laugh forever and be true

stop annoying me, never speak to me in that tone

cry... cry... cry... forever let it out 

my vortex keeps me going

The man runs his distant lap, is he racing his last ? 

I no longer see him  as he disappears with the horizon

as the strange man behind me shouts obscenities

stop annoying me, never speak to me in that tone 

the shells beneath me broken by time 

like my heart, tattered and torn, my blood inside pooling

like the ocean current

as the sun will set behind me 

I feel the wind gently blowing on my face

close your eyes rest you're your head on those broken shells

they are now grains of sand below your heart

you speak from inside now with love in your heart 

to a man you hope is true

people shouting in this crazy world

my vortex remains my truth again, my human becomes my reality

C.by Contessa

Poem It's About Me

My life fulfills me, to the inner core of my being. My Dearest man has chosen to abandon me. My heart bleeds grey. I shall rise like  a Phoenix to rebuild my life. I am graced with my talents. I search to find how I will release  them. Grace my soul  blessed ones , guide me to a place  I do not know. I will find my gift from my inner core. Then maybe my Dearest man will love me. 

My darling your chosen path I am deeply saddened and hurt by. Will I learn to forgive and forget my love in you? Was your love credible ?
C.by Contessa

Poem Mr. Tall

I close my eyes seeing him. 

Cherish, me. 

Sweetness and poetic romance in his heart.

My eyes still shut I imagine him carefully viewing the selection.

Pink roses, he always chose.

Symbolic feelings of Love.

My sentiments of gratitude and appreciation.

I have for my Darling.

No one knows

I have been examined and dissected by you when we first met.

You worried.

To my deep sadness your worries of me you have inflicted on yourself.

Trapped by your own bad judgement.

My heart understands you walked in 2 worlds.

I walk in many.

We looked in each others eyes.

You were my twin flame. Only you did not know.

Suffering your abuses, I suffering mine.

Why are you so in love, why do you deserve joy?

Your eyes asked every time you left.

I would have done anything for you. 

I will always love you

My reality you were burdened by.

Why dont you 

why didn't you 

You need to stand up against and fight.

No I refused to separate my heart like you did.

I can pick myself up and follow my dream

I will no longer be hurt by anyone

My guardians tell me

Love with purity and truth now

Oh remember i told you the sun always shines

your reality is time 

Darling , my dearest love I too felt anguish

Time heals the wounds.

We are tested between the Dark and the Light.

Close your pretty eyes walk ahead

my shadow will guide you twin flame

My new heart beats strong for my new twin flame to arrive

Smile and seek joy I am reminded

C.by Contessa