Poem, I Am A Tree

Oh My Dearest,

I am sad when you are sad. 

If you love some one else you should be joyful.

Sweet man I ask my angels to wrap you in their wings and keep your heart strong.

I have done wrong, 

Forever I cry you will find forgiveness with me.

I would wash the rocks beneath your feet.

I would wave fans about you so to comfort you.

I would bathe your beautiful body like man should desire.

I would rub fragrant oils all over you.

I would kiss and love you.

I would make you beautiful meals to keep you strong.

I would pleasure you till you fell in a restful state.

I would miss you and worry,  but be patient and wait.

I would put ice and rub your temples till your stress went away.

I would rub your feet from a weary day.

I would do anything for you, never would I ask for anything in return.

I would put myself in harms way to keep you safe.

I will keep trying to make you proud and smile.

Forever I cry you find a lack of passion for me.

I am a tall tree with deep roots searching for food and water.

I am the tall branches with many leaves giving a breadth of life for mankind.

I sway with the breeze laughing at the tugs on my bark.

The wind has picked up to blow a storm over me and I survive.

I have endured many terrible storms tearing my leaves and limbs.

Still I am able to grow and blossom every year.

One day on the 18 th of August I heard from the most beautiful man.

Years have past, I no longer see my beautiful love.

My leaves are dry and faded, the heat gets stronger as the fire and brush races over me.

I am ashes blowing in the night sky, hoping for rain.

My angelic beings capture my heart.

We watch the ashes below overcome with flames, my ashes replenish the earth.

I begin to cry, my angels cry with me.

We are the rain that puts out the fire.

Angels don't cry....

I ask them why do you cry with me ?

My contessa they say we cry with you.

I have treated him wrong...I miss my beautiful man.

I repent my harsh words, please tell him I am sorrowful my angels.

You will,

We……... will be close to him protecting him on his journeys.

He will forever be happy.

copyrightC8.17.10

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Poem Revision

I can attempt to find understanding of my world around me.
I find confusion.
Solitude and quiet brings me back to source.
I have given my heart to this new desire.
Sometimes I feel frail, but know my own strength.
I have a heart that is true, by my own design.
My sweetheart said I have a cross to bear everyone does.
I disagreed organized by mens spoken word.
These are not crosses we bear, we know what we get into or not aware we do.
Those so called crosses fill our life with contrast.
Judgement is gifted to us.
Feeble in thought we fool ourselves into doing what’s right.
I ask what is right? Does my tribe preclude the answer.
Weary, I find confusion again.
I seek my answers from the source of eternal light.
Smiling my way though my silence.
I learn no thought through meditation.
Divinely I am compensated.
Confused no more Ha, till next time.
Life is joyful I realize we are blessed.
Learning to live among human beings.
I feel my heartbeat,
I love my people
I love my natural resources
I love my freedom
I love our intelligence to enhance our world.
I love source of eternal light.
Who in this world said patience is a virtue ?
I believe there is some truth in patience.
Some of my companions disagree.
Voices like the distant thunder.
My heart waits for their reply.
I am patient waiting for my true freedom.
The rocks rumble beneath my feet, the water rises.
My creator blurs my vision as the sun shines bright,
Closed eyes I see blue, I see violet, I see white.
My heart beats vicariously, my source stands behind me, touching my point of entry.
I , we become one.
Again I relinquish to my confused state.
My source has vanished.
I am on my own.
Solitude, heart and patience I return to.
Guided by an eternal loving light.
To understanding of my world around me.
I have taken this path, my heart told me so.
Tempt not, stand firmly to your belief.
Your source believes in you, freedom awaits you.
Eternal light shall you return ?
I love you, I have never left.
CS7.15.10c

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Poem Patience

I can attempt to find understanding of my world around me.
I find confusion.
Solitude and quiet brings me back to source.
Sometimes I feel frail, but know my own strength.
I have a heart that is true, by my own design.
My sweetheart said I have a cross to bear everyone does.
I disagreed organized by mens spoken word.
These are not crosses we bear, we know what we get into or not aware we do.
Those so called crosses fill our life with contrast.
Judgement is gifted to us.
Feeble in thought we fool ourselves into doing what’s right.
I ask what is right? Does my tribe preclude the answer.
Weary, I find confusion again.
I seek my answers from the source of eternal light.
Smiling my way though my silence.
I learn no thought through meditation.
Divinely I am compensated.
Confused no more Ha, till next time.
Life is joyful I realize we are blessed.
Learning to live among human beings.
I feel my heartbeat,
I love my people
I love my natural resources
I love our intelligence to enhance our world.
I love source of eternal light.
Who in this world said patience is a virtue ?
I believe there is some truth in patience.
Some of my companions disagree.
I am patient waiting for my true soul partner.
The rocks rumble beneath my feet, the water rises.
My creator blurs my vision as the sun shines bright,
Closed eyes I see blue, I see violet, I see white.
My heart beats vicariously, my soul partner stands behind me, touching my point of entry.
I , we become one.
Again I relinquish to my confused state.
My soul partner has vanished.
Solitude, heart and patience I return to.
Guided by an eternal light.
To understanding of my world around me.
Soul Partner shall you return ?
Cs7.15.10

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Poem Love You New

The force  be right outside my door.

touch me,

At the speed of light

Loving You

Feels so extracellular.

At the speed of light

my Star in the Milky Way

Feeling the energy passing through me.

mission done ?

TOUCH MY  LIPS

MY VOICE

MY HEART

MY HAND

At the speed of light 

In my cosmic world.

Following my dreams breaks my heart.

In and Out... energy sparking like the flame that trails behind me,

This transmission is coming at the speed of light.

I know we have the voice of Humanity.

OPEN the DOOR,  at the speed of light my Love comes Alive.

Love You NEW forever 

C5.17.10

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Poem Sweet Lover

My sweet, sweet lover.

I awake knowing the pleasures of you.

Your love is my greatest fulfillment of wishes.

I am drawn into non exsistance.

A distant memory of your presence.

My well being is belonging to you for all eternity.

Knowing ou love me from a far away land, is my perfect.

Envisioning making love.

Takes me to the depths of my soul.

You bathed my feet,

We kissed,

We caressed,

We made love,

I adore you from afar.

C.by Contessa

Happy V

Personally I wanted to wish all a very Happy Valentines Day.
Fill your heart with love and you will be graced with many blessings.
Every moment we are given the chance to live on this earth, be grateful.


Be Loving
Be Grateful
Always smile


Hugs
Kisses
XOXOXO

Poem Moment Raw

MY DYING DAYS I AM AROUSED,

ONLY TO AWAKEN IN A NEW SOUL.

 WHY DO I FEEL NOTHING ,

WHY DO I SEE NOTHING,

WHERE DO I TRAVEL.

SPIRITS OF THE DEVINE,

 WILL YOU TAKE ME,TAKE ME.

GIVE ME A NEW LIFE. 

SET ME FREE FOREVER.

Poetic Words Theo

Poem Fading Heart

My Forever Love

Passes Over Me

My Emotion’s Contaminate My Soul

Internal Contradictions, Shall I Die

With Fading Heart

Persistence Within Me, I Surmount

The Passage Of  

My Contentedness, I Am Reluctant To Accept

All is Forgiven My Love

 Disregard Me

Kiss My Lips

And, Bless Me Passing Time

C.by Contessa

Poem In A Million Pieces

My world is severed in a million pieces.

I give life  essential to my being.

I will follow dispersing a new life and new gifts.

I pray so you can be set free.

A heart can be broken and still beat.

The damaged heart will stop beating.

Self inflicted disconnected relationship

 will be your final good bye.

You can subsist oneself,

  your tattered self. 

By believing in a loving attachment.

Life has no meaning without purity and purification.

 Accept your birthright , naked as you were 

and will be in death.

Be mindful of acts of aggression,antagonism

and malicious behavior.

extemporaneous speech can damage me. 

C.by Contessa

Poem January

Dearest

You are a vessel of Love and Life.

Beating heart,

Strong mind,

Soft touch, all that is wonderful.

Wake up and breathe.

 Find Joy and Happiness with each passing day.

Smile.

Opportunity awaits you.

Like the little pebble on our walk.

I have chosen you to Embrace and Cherish.

You are always Loved.

C.by Contessa

Poem Intoxicated by Him

My heart is burdened by the truth in my soul.

I love you so deeply I tremble.

Failing to find the way to speak to you.

I hesitate, then pause.

Can I let him go ?

Does he hold back his feelings ?

Was I only fascinated  by his touch ?

Is it me yearning like a teen ?

Am I wrong in believing in bliss with my darling.

I pause again, and my blood races through me.

Who is this man that makes me falter  to the ground.

I feel so young and alive with him.

Are we older and fail to let our ego and fear go?

I do not answer for my dear, I only say, I do.

With each passing breath in time my dreams fade into a burdened heart.

My life, his life is to be joyful, I want to share it with him.

I will await his decision, wishing my creator guides me.

Rambling and listless, foreign words pour from my lips.

My emotions will never fade for my darling.

I am drugged by his presence.

I am of a wish I want to manifest, restricted only by my thoughts and fears.

Anxious vision and a dreams of purity and love.

My existence is incomplete having a remembrance of his essence of being.

Provide me with your reality my adoring man.

Our kisses are like eternal bursts of jouis `sence.

Gentle man you are paramount to me like my thoughts.

Without you I am merely a shadow of myself, lifeless on this earth.

C.by Contessa

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Poem of My Rythm

To my friend,

Sometimes I fall asleep so deeply I wake gasping for air incoherent to what's happening.

It seems forever till I can come to my senses, but I always do.

I used to worry and question the deep sleeping episodes. Today I can recall the time and space after with fervor.

My actions to follow are profound and usually make no sense as to what I find to enlighten a passion and driving force in me.

Today I gratefully accept my source energy leading me to Love and Passion. I am simply reminded of my greater role in the world.

I believe in synergy and desires. To my friend: we, You and I have been divinely compensated.

Perfectly coming together with 'Passion of Heart'

Earlier conversation you told me you speak of me, and people ask What have I done ? Who am I ? Standing firm to your belief in me.

Maybe one should doubt... but no one that questions my ability could have walked my rythmic life. I believe...

Yesterdays conversation with you gave rise to that passion in my heart, when you said im going to teach you. 

I do believe many would be angered or ego driven by the comment, but you know.... You know, I have to have more.

I love that about you.

We have never wavered our belief, I find interesting. So enough of my words.

During my incoherence I went to Ted; ask for Love in the search and that is what I found. 

Not exactly love but about 'Passion of Love'

Isabel Allende  Novelist Isabel, writes stories of passion and love.

My final note to my friend was, 'Funny'  We have enough energy to birth some new stars, MMMmmm... 

Yes my friend, lets birth some new stars to light our path.

Heart Love Hugs and Kisses of gratitude and always Smiles.... C

Poem Friend

Your distant soul will survive.

       Rustled leaves will fall.

        The strong wind will whisk away your damaged heart.

  As my wonderful tree lay to the earth,with white glistening snow.

Winter birds will sound to a glorious morn.

     The sun shines, melting the white snow.

  My lovely trees blow away the sorrow in his beating chest.

Spring is soon to follow awakening a new breath

                      Yes, Darling Blossom a Fresh New Feeling

         Alive Again,never skipping a Beat

                                     you are so wonderful

                         when you are me and I am you.

                               C.by Contessa

Poem Children at the Beach

Hello sweet children of the beach 

Stars in your eyes

Wonderment in your hearts

Be still 

Listen to the waves

Little toes with sand in them

tickle tickle tickle

Pretty little princess castle reaching to the sky

Sparkles in the sand

Return my tiny hearts three in all

Return your imagination in the ocean so deep blue

Swim with tiny baby fishes

Rainbow colors aglow

Beautiful dolphin pick them up to a loving joy

Little hands be three

Sweet melodies we sing

As three gaze at the sunset

Sleepy young girls go to sleep

and dream of tomorrows adventures

Goodnight my sweet ones three

C.by Contessa

Poem Exciting Glance

into the night my dreams released

the rushing sound outside my window

your eyes sparkle like stars

my heart races

touching my face with your gentle hand

run your fingers through my hair

our hearts quiver 

the desire is strong

I, adoring your kisses

beautiful man we part 

fly away

I sleep with a smile

Delighted to share a gaze in your eyes.

C.by Contessa

Poem Love Man

A peal of thunder

Bare is my essence

my heart thumps in fear

shrill of noise though the night air

the clapper resounds

I am reduced to silence

For this moment

Lamenting my sorrow

Where is my love 

Far away

My life of heartache

Taciturn I am

C.by Contessa