Mattie

 I don't understand

Daggers in my heart make me weary

With each passing day

I look for love from deep within my heart

To share and give

With each passing day

My love becomes less, my heart breaks

Dearest friend from far away, your words tell me I have gone to the bottom

Ha Ha I laugh out loud

Silly little one, look behind you

your dagger shows

I smile and walk on, leaving a trail of red

What will become of me

when I have no more to give

Let it go sweetie, your sun always shines

So I fooled you again

I am the tragedy, failing every breath

with each passing day

you are not meant for this world

hold tight to the lies, its okay

Reckoning can be yours, the truth you live doesn't hide

Can my prayers and aspirations guide me

Your tiny existence, your tiny ideas, your tiny dreams and visions

Ideas and opinions

Meaningless with each passing day

Billions of humans feel the same needs

They too walk with daggers

Looking for a love to stop the the trail behind them

I laugh out loud again

Silly us every day it stares us in the face

Our fears and self esteem paralyze us 

Delusions of a greater being 

Marionettes on strings, dancing with glee

Take the final bow all you marionettes

Laugh out loud, you passed through time 

You gave the best you could, you still have your soul

Sweetie hugs to you

All living beings are given the chance to give smiles

wheres that joy in your heart my distant friend asks

Listen Baby clench your fists, but don’t engage

Mmmm, broken dreams and promises, I give you permission to find love again

Wake up my little wooden actors, honesty and honor is not your companion

Laugh out loud its all pretend, no worry with your dagger

Your just painted wood with a built in smile

C.by Contessa