Poem of My Rythm

To my friend,

Sometimes I fall asleep so deeply I wake gasping for air incoherent to what's happening.

It seems forever till I can come to my senses, but I always do.

I used to worry and question the deep sleeping episodes. Today I can recall the time and space after with fervor.

My actions to follow are profound and usually make no sense as to what I find to enlighten a passion and driving force in me.

Today I gratefully accept my source energy leading me to Love and Passion. I am simply reminded of my greater role in the world.

I believe in synergy and desires. To my friend: we, You and I have been divinely compensated.

Perfectly coming together with 'Passion of Heart'

Earlier conversation you told me you speak of me, and people ask What have I done ? Who am I ? Standing firm to your belief in me.

Maybe one should doubt... but no one that questions my ability could have walked my rythmic life. I believe...

Yesterdays conversation with you gave rise to that passion in my heart, when you said im going to teach you. 

I do believe many would be angered or ego driven by the comment, but you know.... You know, I have to have more.

I love that about you.

We have never wavered our belief, I find interesting. So enough of my words.

During my incoherence I went to Ted; ask for Love in the search and that is what I found. 

Not exactly love but about 'Passion of Love'

Isabel Allende  Novelist Isabel, writes stories of passion and love.

My final note to my friend was, 'Funny'  We have enough energy to birth some new stars, MMMmmm... 

Yes my friend, lets birth some new stars to light our path.

Heart Love Hugs and Kisses of gratitude and always Smiles.... C

Poem Friend

Your distant soul will survive.

       Rustled leaves will fall.

        The strong wind will whisk away your damaged heart.

  As my wonderful tree lay to the earth,with white glistening snow.

Winter birds will sound to a glorious morn.

     The sun shines, melting the white snow.

  My lovely trees blow away the sorrow in his beating chest.

Spring is soon to follow awakening a new breath

                      Yes, Darling Blossom a Fresh New Feeling

         Alive Again,never skipping a Beat

                                     you are so wonderful

                         when you are me and I am you.

                               C.by Contessa

Poem Children at the Beach

Hello sweet children of the beach 

Stars in your eyes

Wonderment in your hearts

Be still 

Listen to the waves

Little toes with sand in them

tickle tickle tickle

Pretty little princess castle reaching to the sky

Sparkles in the sand

Return my tiny hearts three in all

Return your imagination in the ocean so deep blue

Swim with tiny baby fishes

Rainbow colors aglow

Beautiful dolphin pick them up to a loving joy

Little hands be three

Sweet melodies we sing

As three gaze at the sunset

Sleepy young girls go to sleep

and dream of tomorrows adventures

Goodnight my sweet ones three

C.by Contessa

Poem Exciting Glance

into the night my dreams released

the rushing sound outside my window

your eyes sparkle like stars

my heart races

touching my face with your gentle hand

run your fingers through my hair

our hearts quiver 

the desire is strong

I, adoring your kisses

beautiful man we part 

fly away

I sleep with a smile

Delighted to share a gaze in your eyes.

C.by Contessa

Poem Love Man

A peal of thunder

Bare is my essence

my heart thumps in fear

shrill of noise though the night air

the clapper resounds

I am reduced to silence

For this moment

Lamenting my sorrow

Where is my love 

Far away

My life of heartache

Taciturn I am

C.by Contessa

Poem Beach

As I walk this lonely beach

my mind wonders to another time

have I been the same person as before

as the planes fly over my head I stop to listen to thunderous sounds

the distant roar of the serf now resides in  my mind

I love the sea rushing in my soul 

Tell me my great ocean blue why do i feel so alive inside you

no longer my heart racing and pounding in a desperate state of shock

my feeling of demise awaits in a distant thunder,

like the planes and the ocean wave

listen to me my children

never stop listening to the sounds

distant thunder awakens in your soul

restless you may feel at times, give reverence to who you are

unhappy children may cry 

happy children may smile and laugh

find the joy again, life here and now

give up your silence start anew

hear the roar of the ocean blue

never ending  noisy children never stop their persistence to annoy you

laugh forever and be true

stop annoying me, never speak to me in that tone

cry... cry... cry... forever let it out 

my vortex keeps me going

The man runs his distant lap, is he racing his last ? 

I no longer see him  as he disappears with the horizon

as the strange man behind me shouts obscenities

stop annoying me, never speak to me in that tone 

the shells beneath me broken by time 

like my heart, tattered and torn, my blood inside pooling

like the ocean current

as the sun will set behind me 

I feel the wind gently blowing on my face

close your eyes rest you're your head on those broken shells

they are now grains of sand below your heart

you speak from inside now with love in your heart 

to a man you hope is true

people shouting in this crazy world

my vortex remains my truth again, my human becomes my reality

C.by Contessa

Poem It's About Me

My life fulfills me, to the inner core of my being. My Dearest man has chosen to abandon me. My heart bleeds grey. I shall rise like  a Phoenix to rebuild my life. I am graced with my talents. I search to find how I will release  them. Grace my soul  blessed ones , guide me to a place  I do not know. I will find my gift from my inner core. Then maybe my Dearest man will love me. 

My darling your chosen path I am deeply saddened and hurt by. Will I learn to forgive and forget my love in you? Was your love credible ?
C.by Contessa

Poem Mr. Tall

I close my eyes seeing him. 

Cherish, me. 

Sweetness and poetic romance in his heart.

My eyes still shut I imagine him carefully viewing the selection.

Pink roses, he always chose.

Symbolic feelings of Love.

My sentiments of gratitude and appreciation.

I have for my Darling.

No one knows

I have been examined and dissected by you when we first met.

You worried.

To my deep sadness your worries of me you have inflicted on yourself.

Trapped by your own bad judgement.

My heart understands you walked in 2 worlds.

I walk in many.

We looked in each others eyes.

You were my twin flame. Only you did not know.

Suffering your abuses, I suffering mine.

Why are you so in love, why do you deserve joy?

Your eyes asked every time you left.

I would have done anything for you. 

I will always love you

My reality you were burdened by.

Why dont you 

why didn't you 

You need to stand up against and fight.

No I refused to separate my heart like you did.

I can pick myself up and follow my dream

I will no longer be hurt by anyone

My guardians tell me

Love with purity and truth now

Oh remember i told you the sun always shines

your reality is time 

Darling , my dearest love I too felt anguish

Time heals the wounds.

We are tested between the Dark and the Light.

Close your pretty eyes walk ahead

my shadow will guide you twin flame

My new heart beats strong for my new twin flame to arrive

Smile and seek joy I am reminded

C.by Contessa

Poem Heartbreak eMme

Befuddled in love, by you.

Loosing my balance all the time.

I guess I am a adult like you said.

 and shouldn't feel that way.

I cry a river of tears for my sweetie

my eyes twitch

I shut them hoping not to see

Darling you think your doing me a favor leaving

touch me and I crumble

I lay in my bed dreaming of your warm body

Intoxicating fragrance love knows

I used to watch your pretty face 

Distressed and sorrowful,

 Then gentle calm and a loving Smile

You told me you loved me

Secretly I loved you the day I met you

Who gives this right to feel in love

I remember my joy

Faded by the distance, when you left me

My body feels numb

My heart aches, my chest tightens

Why does my maker let me feel anguish

Eventually you will stop

I do this for you he tells me

We are not good, I will change you

Truth be known

I am flesh on bones

Let me be the child I once was

Your desire for no contact. 

Will you just delete me?

I beg you don't shut me out completely.

Maybe one day you will change your mind.

So I can smile again.

C.by Contessa

Poem Promise

I adore and love you.

My promise to be forever with you if you promise me the same.

My wish is to be happy with you, in our dream.

You fill my life with passion.

Persuade our souls to be one.

Compassion,

Love,

Forgiveness, 

Acceptance,

Communication

I will always do for you.

C.by Contessa

Poem Earth Conversation

dear man who looks upon us 

Give rise to the event

mother earth

embrace us in substance 

father sky wrap your arms about me

feel my limbs

my petals

my wings

upon your release 

forsake my evil

why cant i feel

the beauty in your song

don’t despair my child

regain your consonance 

live as if you love again

i despair

my child don’t despair

touch the ground i have given you

the earth

child listen to yourself

reach my skies

run your hand to the bark and feel the wind

smell my tears

why do you cry 

my sadness is never ending

stop breaking my heart

dear man why do i break your heart

cry my world

despair 

the truth is around you

do you not feel my pain 

cry my soul

air we breathe

your love is no more 

many tears 

my sadness

if only my saviors would love me

death to you all

do you not listen 

to my children crying for their life

C.by Contessa

Poem Smile

Why does my heart stay still

I am awakening a new

Trembling in my own fear

Finding my life and trying to release my song

Oh my heart sing’s loud

The doubt is real as I fall in my own

I know my being is real

How I want to give rise  to a new self

Your not to be scared

The future is bright

With you in it.

Sing Sing your song of joy 

Dear you are creative vibrations

Narrowing your path.

Resist the temptations of man

Be joyful

Believe in you

Praise all things around you

Gratefulness is naturally your gift

I can I can I can

Smile,

Smile, 

Smile.

C.by Contessa